"Learning to fly"

Learning to fly 



Soaring above the clouds, breeze and fresh air . Careless emotion, unprecedented feelings of joy, total inhibition. The world is an oyster, new to eager eyes wanting to experience love at any cost. Suddenly the loud crack of gun fire emits pain all around you. The sharp agony of betrayal , and false loyalty engulf your body an soul. You feel yourself falling, your wings incapacitated .. Looking down to your demise , a hard ground symbolizing reality, loneliness .. The dirt full of mistrust. The impact of the fall the hurt of love lost.  It feels like the heavens were so close and attainable only to become galaxy's away by decisions of the one person you gave your all to . Silence.. The only warmth on the ground is the somber heat of the tears you feel you will drown in.  You close your eyes for what feels like ages.. Wanting to be oblivious to anyone or anything that can inflict more harm.. Darkness succumbs you. You open your eyes for one unexpected moment and feel one wings metamorphous.  Right before your eyes you witness it move.. How is this possible , the wound was cut deep . You feel healing .. Inside you recognize The comfort of letting go . The aroma of happiness is in the air . You hesitate to lift one wing , because you imagine the pain simply won't let you attempt to fly again.. You glance over and feel the transformation in your other wing occur . A voice in your mind tells you. " trust me .. lift both wings, I'll never let you fall. with your last ounce of strength you lift yourself off the ground. Redemption suddenly becomes where you fell .the ascent upwards above the clouds again . You never thought you could learn to fly again. But you are . See when your heart is broken , Your wings are left damaged .There are two decisions one has to face. The immortal words sink deep. " It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all." I choose flight .

Beautiful Surprise

Unexpected Feelings, carnal desire.
You lit the match that set my soul on fire. What did I do to turn your attention my way? Why did the fates for our inexplicable  encounter conspire? It's those unspoken words that say it all.. Those quick glances that make me feel ten feet tall. Out of nowhere, he appeared in this uneventful life of mine. Such a short time, but it feels like a life time . I dont know what the future holds, but I'm living in the moment. A beautiful surprise, wrapped up in a box of uncertainty , apprehension , excitement , and feelings coming undone. but suddenly it changed! 
its something strange...i have no idea, what this might be .it makes me curious..